many many many many thanks to EVERYONE who made today extra special and memorable <3

THANKS for all smses/ msn convos/ facebook wall posts. rest assured that i read EVERY SINGLE ONE of them and i am very glad that people do remember that it's my birthday!! heehee. i may not be close to some of you, but the fact that you guys even bother to leave me a message or something shows that i am still remembered!!! even for a second or so. and i am really thankful for it!!!

gosh i am FILLED WITH LOVE for everyone now, especially the usual gang. omg i sound like a stupid bimbo with a very limited vocab, but okay i guess i really have limited vocab so no choice.

(you don't need good vocab to show how thankful/ appreciative/ touched you are what!)
 
ANYWAY today i realised that i am really a Very Very Very Very Very Very Lucky Girl. firstly, thanks to all those who were involved in the planning process. i don't exactly know who you all are, but i love you all all the same :D and when i read the cards my heart really exploded with happiness because they're just so sweet and people said so many nice things about me and idk it just makes me feel good and guilty because sometimes i think i am not being a very good friend :S ohwell okay actions speak louder than words i am gonna make sure our friendship never dies because you guys make up a super big part of my life and i don't want any one of you to disappear from my life!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am feeling very reflective and all the stupid emo songs are playing on my itunes now. omg i don't want real life to start i want to go back school i want to continue living this erm transitory (?!?!?!) life and i don't ever want to know my results and i don't ever want to lose contact with any one of you and i don't want any of my friends to go overseas i don't want any of my friends to go army :( sigh i am so selfish why!!!

k this entry is starting to sound depressed NO I WON'T LET THAT SPOIL MY WONDERFUL DAY i shall remain cheerful :D

but i really don't want to end this entry. omg i think emotions are like spilling out of me or something today i truly realised how fortunate i have been all this while!!! someone has always been there for me but i just DON'T appreciate it at times. okay i hope i will never ever make that mistake again. because. well because i want the status quo to remain. and to the usual gang (yo!) i hope we are able to meet each other like every week or sth. what with work and all nowadays we seldom really go out and i admit sometimes i am also so tired from work i also can't be bothered to meet people cos i just want to go home and die and cry at my monotonous life hahaha.

omg i am going to cry again. I HAVE TURNED INTO A SAPPY OLD FART AT THE MERE AGE OF 19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k. I LOVE EVERYONE AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3