no matter what i do, how hard i try, i will never be (your) #1, right?

on tuesday half my social circle will disappear to a faraway land i call poland :( i will miss all of you!

i can't bring myself to start studying (totally no sense of urgency). all i did today was read national unity on indonesia and graphing techniques notes. on top of that i watched mary poppins, 3 episodes of WOWP, d!o!w!n!l!o!a!ded a song, listened to the radio, read blogs, took two naps blahblahblah. seriously. amount of work done = ZERO (reading notes imo are NOT considered work done because erm, tell me in what way is it work done?) amount of time i slacked away = approx. 9 hours. great. at this rate i will be a stevedore next time. (LOLOL) 

:( life is so unfair. i can't get over myself.